got it !

HAHA i don't even know the answer before for a long long years ago.
now i got it! yeah!
what answer?

this is the story for you As! <------ his initial name
yes! i admit for a long time ago im in love with u.
and i thought that is the true love because it hard for me to forget u.
but after a few months ago u called me and said something that almost broke my heart.
im very sad THAT TIME. but NOT until now okay. HAHA
after that i ask my friends why he acting that way? and they says its is not a big problem.
then i say okay i take it as a positive answer.
but today on monday 23rd of may i found the answer.
now i feel that all our memories start to die. and that is only one explanation,
i wasn't really in love, it was just crush on u!
:     )

its a big smile for u!

psstt! cerita sara....

harini, dlm pukul 4 mcm tu sy bersama kwn sy pergi lepak oldtown kt gombak ni. yg ada hari ni x penuh oh ada sara, sue and bell je. sbb efa tu keje, nadh plak bila call x jawap2. tidur la tu kan. ish3.
ha, yg nk diceritakan ni pasal sara. haha. bell tiba2 nk bkak cerita pasal org buta minta derma sbb masa tu ternmpk seorg pakcik tgh mintak derma. cerita nye bermula begini:

pada suatu hari tu dorang ni g la melepak kt mana x tau la location nye. masa tu ada seorang makcik ni mintak derma ikhlas utk warga org buta. mcm biasa la kan, seorg buta yg sorang lg tu normal yg tukang bwk org buta tu la kan. okay tu normal la kan. mmg da biasa nmpk kt KL ni. lepas tu makcik yang normal ni hulur kan tisu kt sara ni, sambil tu sia ckp " sumbangan ikhlas dek", lepas tu nk dijadikan cerita sara ni mmg lurus sikit org nye, dia bole plak pergi tnye berapa kt makcik tu. HAHA makcik tu pon jwp la beberapa pon yg ikhlas. then sara ni yg tgh blur pergi la tnye lg, dia tnye lg berapa kt makcik tu. makcik tu pon jwp la benda yang sama sumbangan ikhlas. hehe. sara pon dgn baik nye menghulur kan sumbangan ikhlas nye sebyak 30 SEN kt makcik tu. HAHAHAHA.selalunye kan org selalu bg dlm RM 1 je.  dia bg harga tisu sebenar yg dijual kt mana2 kedai pon. haha. makcik tu pon bg la tisu kt dia sambil berkata terima kasih. mmg betul tindakan sara sumbangan ikhlas la tu. tp sara ak tau ko mest blur kan masa tu. dan kwn2 yg lain gelak la sampai pecah perut. hehe.

tu la cerita nye harini. cerita paling menarik dan lawak harini. hehe.sara2, ak suka la kwn mcm ni. menghiburkan tau x. hehe. ape2 pon lepas ni sara tau la kalau sumbangan ikhlas tu mcm mana. terbaik la sara!

miss u so badly

22 miss for u anip :-

1) i miss u darl so badly.

2) i miss when we chat together.

3) i miss when u call me 'syg'.

4) i miss when we skype together.

5) i miss when u are always wish me goodnight and u never mad with me when i fall asleep.

6) i miss to call u 'b'.

7) i miss to say 'morning honey' to u.

8) i miss u when we walk and holding hand each other.

9) i miss the way u talk to me.

10) i miss the way u protect me.

11) i miss the way u take care of me.

12) i miss the way u walk behind me.

13) i miss ur laughing.

14) i miss when ur face are angry to me.

15) i miss ur funny face.

16) i miss ur smile.

17) i miss the way u look into my eyes.

18) i miss when u make a joke.

19) i miss ur story any kind of story.

20) i miss to text-ing with u everyday second time.

21) i miss ur voice.

22) and the most thing that i really miss is

when u are saying ' i love u syg' everytime we end our conversations.

i just wanna says that i miss u anip. :(

kenapa dgn sy ni??

harini semacam x ada mood lah.
bkn hanye kerana x jd driving.
tp nk marah je keje nye.
dahi berkerut. bibir muncung.
haih.
ape ni fatin. ape masalah nye.
maybe kebosanan dduk umah ni kot yg menjd kan sy mcm ni.
tp kenapa rasa semcam sgt.
sian mama, nnt mama ckp sy x suka dduk umah dgn mama plak.
mama, fatin x de niat pon rasa mcm tu okay.
fatin x fhm kenapa dgn fatin harini.
maybe nk dtg bulan kot.
tp x mungkin. selalunya okay je.
maybe sbb harini panas sgt kot mama.
lg pon tekak sy sakit and hmpir selsema.
hmm. mungkin itu yg mmbuat kan sy x selesa.

dan lg satu, masalah ngn mamat sorang ni plak.
suka sgt naik kn hangin aku.
mcm2 lah dia tu. mcm bdk kecik.
plss la umur da 20 tp pemikiran mcm bdk hingusan.
pls la bro, open minded sikit.
pemikiran tu ubah la mnjd matang sikit.
x perlu lah nk tnye soalan yg bodoh sgt.
rimas la sy. awk tu da 20 okay. tua dari sy.
jgn smpai sy rasa awk ni kurang kasih syg sudah la ye.
TOLONGGGGG lah!
jgn sampai sy x nk kwn dgn awk lagi!

kecewa

sepatutnya hari first time test driving

tp......

last minutes cancel plak.

apek tu la kata kul satu, tp dia plak kata ada hal lain so x dpt buat harini.

haih mmg kecewa la.

kecewa bkn sbb ape pon. 

ye la kan, first time nk pegang stereng tp x jd.

maklumlah terover excited plak td. HAHA

its okay lah.

uncle tu ckp esk ada lusa ada hari2 ada.

haaa. so tggu la esk mcm mana.

kalau la x jd jgk, kita bako je la cina apek itu. heee

wish me luck okay :)

kisah perkenalan ku

arini sy keluar pergi klcc ngn ahmad mokhtar.
dia ni kwn sy.
da lama da kenal dgn dia ni.
jmpe pon kejap je x tgk wyg pon.
just jln2 and balik tu mkn kt kedai mamak.
ape yg nk diceritakan ye?
okay this is my first time kluar ngn ahmad mokhtar ni.
dia baik org nye.
dan mempunyai suara yg besar. haha
i dont have any idea why am i talking about his voice.
maybe nk mengatakan sy suka seorg lelaki yg bersuara garau.
haha. okay tu je bye ! LOL
sebenar nye dia mest seorg yg byk cerita byk ckp la katakan.
tp ye la kan, da kakta first time jmpe mest la malu, gabra semua ada. hee
normal la tu kan. its okay la ahmad mokhtar.
ape2 pon best lepak sama td. we are just totally friends okay.
nice to know him. seriously.

nk diceritakan tahun ni sy byk berkenalan dgn lelaki.
bkn nk mngatakan sy ni playgirl or what.
just benda tu mmg dtg dgn sendiri nye.
bkn la sy yg terhegeh hegeh nk brkenalan dgn lelaki tu.
ini dikirakan berkenalan secara kebetulan.
lg satu ni sy berkenalan dgn org bernama syaf.
dian ni kecik je org nye.
sy knal dia pon sbb sy join training badminton.
so knal dari situ lah.
dia baik tau. sgt la memahami.
dan dia ni jgk sgt la suka membuli dan mencubit org.
lg2 org itu adalah sy. hahaha
emm walaupon masa perkenalan kitorang ni singkat je,
tp sy rasa da byk sy dgn dia berkongsi cerita.
cerita lawak ke serious ke ape2 je la.
kenangan la kata kan.  :)

nmpknye dua org ni je la yg sy nk cerita kna dulu.
maybe ada yg akn mnyusul tiba :)

masak???

opss. mama suruh sy tlg dia masak lah.
haha miracle nye.
bkn kah kalau sy dduk dapur sy sy dikira mnyebok je.
sbb x tau msk la kata kan. hukhukhuk
xpe2. tggu smpai mama menjerit pggl nama sy baru sy lari, turun ke bwh.
heee. ari ni ari pertama cuti dduk di rumah.
amat lah membosan kan tau x.
nk kuar tp kwn ada yg keje and bgn tidur pon x lg kot.
hehe. atau pon jpg tu ada la kot ajak lepak kuar mana2 kn.
haih bosan2. mngadap laptop je la nmpk nye ni.
da la. penat merapu kt sini.
akn dtg ada byk cerita lg sbenar nye.
nnt sy cerita. :)

tiada lg muka buku sy

ape da x pakai muka buku (facebook) da ke?
hahaha
ye sy x pakai malas la nk pakai muka buku lg.
sakit hati, bosan, dan segalanye lah.
kenapa kt dunia ni ada org yg mcm ni.
membebankn.
x suka la.
kau da robek hati aku kau buat perangai kau nk ape lg ha?
smpi aku nk berkawan pon x bole
kau tu siapa ha wahai makhluk allah.
hidup tanpa kwn siapa la kita wey.
plss la be open minded.
yes sbb kau aku x main facebook da.
padan dgn muka kau.
jgn igt aku akn tunduk pada kau okay!

cerita saya bersama kak farah, anje dan piqa !

haha, smlm ada satu cerita yg kelakar. sumpah x pernah lalui sblm ni. ada kena mengena dgn seorg lelaki india ni, agak menakutkan, eh jap bkn agak menakutkan tp mmg menakutkan. haha. B****!
cerita ni bermula dari sini :-

pada suatu petang kami berempat ni baru blk dari kolej dan bercadang nk pergi mkn. so kami pergi la mkn kt kedai MA TOM YAM. masa perjalanan pergi alhamdulillah kitorang selamat. HEHE. then, kitorang pon nk balik lah ke SPV(kawansan penginapan kami) otw balik tu kitorang singgah mnyinggah la kedai runcit. byk kali singgah jgk lah. tp tiba di 7E, ada sorang lelaki india ni dia nk ngorat si kak farah ni. hahahaha. dia mintak nombor. kak farah apa lg, takut la kan. dgr cerita kak farah pula
ceritanya begini:-

kak farah : lelaki india ktu sebenarnya dari haritu lg dia kacau kak farah, dia mintak nombor sume.

kitorang : ........ (terkejut sambil gelak2) HAHAHA

lepas tu kitorang meneruskan perjalanan nk balik ke SPV lah kan. then, tgh sibuk jln dgn mkn gummy buger sy yg sy beli td. masa tu sy dgn kak farah kt belakang di depan pulak ada piqa and anje. pas tu masa sy  berjalan dgn kak farah n i, tiba2 kak farah nk toleh ke belakang, tiba2 kan lelaki india tu kt belakang kitorang. ni pula cerita nye bila india tu belakang kitorang naik motor :-

saya&kak farah : arghhhhhhhhh ( berlari smbil pakai baju kurung dan menarik tgn kak farah dan kami terus ke depan)

piqa : arghhhh ape???? (sambil toleh kebelakang)

anje : arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ! PENJAHAT!!!!!!! ( dia jerit x berhenti smapai la pintu depan SPV tu, semua org tgk masa tu dgn suara kami terpekik telolong tu HAHAHA)

kami semua : memaki hamun si bodoh lelaki india itu. HAHAHA (selepas tu lelaki india pon pergi smbil memberi isyarat kpd kak farah ' i will catch u soon '. erk! takut nye)

itu la dia cerita sy smlm bersama mereka. sgt takut tp kelakar bila difikir kan balik lg2 bilas anje menjerit smbil berkata PENJAHAT! hahahaha. ape lah. smpai sekarang bila trigt situasi smlm mmg sumpah kelakar habis.

--___--

semakin hari semakin lain rasa nye eh?

why i must have this feeling now?

now is a final week la babe.

come on.

forget everything and get your head on your final exam.

eh chop2.

lepas final ni pula kena pergi uitm melaka. 

ada game nama nye SUKOB

i am not believe it sbb i msk SUKOB???

WTF!

SUKOB ni bkn org yg pandai main and pernah msk perlwanan ke.

haish. salah msk ni kot. ahaha.

oh yeah btw, badminton is my game bila kt SUKOB nnt.

i hope semua berjalan lancar.

AMIN :)

apa apa pon, habis kn final dulu okay.

baru fikir bnde lain.

huhu. 

-___________-

sob sob

6 APRIL 2011

from in a relationship to a single lady

:'(

thanks for make my heart broken

thanks for make me crying

thanks for make my life turns dark

thanks for everything boy

.....

no matter what !

no matter what is going on us

i will always wearing our ring. :)

otw ke melaka ni :)

saya on the way pergi melaka ni.

weee :)

i like....

sbb rasa mcm dekat je ngn anip kn.

walaupon saya tau x dpt jmpe sekalipon.

but im just wondering,

anip pon rasa ape yg saya rasa x??

hmm

hey my blog

lama da x berbloger ni.

nmpk nye sekarang mula kn semula hobi ku ini,

yg suka bercakap sorang2.

merepek sorang2

erk ckp sorang2? haha

yeah lah. berimaginasi sendiri. :)

i like.seperti berada di dunia sendiri.

mmg best.

berangan? mmg terbaik!

kenapa hidup mest berangan?

kenapa berangan mest je ada kena mengena dgn cinta?

kenapa kalau berangan nanti tumbuh jerawat?

kenapa berangan rasa bahagia sgt?

wahhhh. tu yg semua org rasa kn bila dorang tgh berangan.

tu sbb sy suka berangan :)

hehehe

secara x langsung sy tgh merepek sekarang ni. 

hahaha. wey! byk lg assgnment nk siap kan

jgn berangan je fatin.

FINAL da dekat.

WTH! takut nye.

(terus x jd berangan)

:/

study study !

mood: ingin study sahaja

tak nak buat benda lain

commont test da dekat

so lupa kan semua benda

focus plss

ketenangan paling penting utk focus

kena senyum selalu 

jgn ikut org org lain yg 10tion selalu

senyummm (:

(haih)

10tionnnnnn

mmg terbaik la ada rasa mcm ni kn

shit ! i hate it

kenapa la ada certain hari kita akn rasa tension mcm ni

rasa nk marah and berkerut je dahi ni

i don't want this kind of situation

i need some space to breath friend

don't keep putting things on me

im tired of your behavior 

you are pretender my friend

friend?

yeah maybe now you are still my friend

if this kind of things keep going

the word of friend is no more suitable for you

only a pretender suitable with you

i still give a chance for you

you donno this text is for you

yeah! you! still my friend

plsss 

i want the old you

my god please bring my old friend

im begging you ....

now we know each other very well :)

what i mean with the title is all about my friends at Kuantan.

there are also my coursemate, my classamate, and some of them are also my roommates.

there are lovely lovely last night

i thought for a moment 

don't you alls think that

we are like in one family

like a siblings (:

so happy together

and i hope

whatever will happen

we will facing it together 

we will always be together

we will be also cooperate with each other

we will always in one group OM 114 2B

yeah!

i feel this way after we had a BBQ last night

arghh, can't forget last night

very memorable for me

(:

perfect classmates (:

i am not a perfect person, i know

im just okay.

dont you worry about me okay

i know since i am too busy

im sorry if make u boring with me

i am trying to spent more time with u darl

i'll try my best to be the best for you

my every morning i never forget to check on my phone, 

and i wish your name on my phone screen and you wishing me last night

"goodnight"

than i smile by myself

i always remember you, 

just time are getting jealous on me

assignment too

what i want is, just to say

that i am sorry

i know you can find others much better than me

but u refuse

by there, i can see you love me

am i rite hun?

i hope so

and i hope we can make it (our relationship) much better

i'll try to fix it

sweetheart, i love u too

dont you worry about me

because i know how take care myself

dont you worry about my heart

because my heart gonna be always with you

and dont you worry about my feeling

hurt, jealous, annoy, boring

just ignore them

it just will make our relationship getting poor

i'm okay

i'm just totally okay with you

lastly,

i make a promise to myself will create your smile

everyday, every hour, every minutes and every second

and i will fulfill my promise

sampai dah !

da selamat sampai kuantan.

so i sgt penat sekarang.

jgn ganggu jika x nk dimarahi.

slowing down your volume when u talking to me.

lebih baik jgn ckp dgn i sekarang.

get off !

balik la kamu ke kuantan. fuhhh

hari ni hari sabtu esk ahad. huh. raya cina da hbs. cuti pon da hbs lah jawapan nye. so kesimpulan nye balik la sy ke kuantan semula. nightmare kot. HOHOHO

xpe2. lek lu fatin. pegi sana nk blaja kn. so kne la ikhlas pergi sana.

tudung yang beli td. ada lg yg lain but i adore this one.  :) nice?

okay, tp petang kuar ngn mama. pergi jln TAR. ronda ronda tgk tudung cantik2 wey. haha. dpt jgk la tudung baru.

walaupon esk nk balik kuantan i tetap happy sbb dpt tudung baru. yiba yibaaa! 

:D

hari makan sedunia bersama my ladies !

hari ni kitorang mkn je keje nye. haha. pada mula nye kitorang pergi

ke kedai mamak. hi-tea la kata kn. around pukul 4 mcm tu. haha.

then kitorang mkn tosai, roti tampal, nasi goreng ayam, dan roti tisu yg 

terbaik sekali. haha. oh yea. kitorang tu terdiri drpda, bell, nad, epa, sarah, dan sy fatin :D pergh mkn x egt dunia wey.

 

mmg terbaik la kn. HAHA

next destination, kitorang pergi WANGSA WALK. pekena crips. wow sy 1st time mkn. dorang la yg ajar nih. mmg best lah. perisa chocolate plus 

banana dlm nye. fuh. manis gila. sedap wey.

ini die kami sedang mkn crips yg i ckp kn td. haha. yummy.

nnt kita beli byk2 lg okay??!

next station, tggl bell, epa, and i. sbb nadh dgn sara need to go home early. so tggl la kami bertiga. kitorang lepak dekat

OLD TOWN plak. HAHA. mkn lg wey. cuma epa je x mkn. kami share. sharing is caring. hehe. i orderr teh tarik and roti bakar. bell pula order famosa

and mocha ice blended. tipu la kn kalau mkn kt old town x sedap. haha. 

so, the end of the story for today.

huarghhh. so tired lah.

-____-

but i am really happy today. :D

thnigs going bad. very bad.

i dunno what to say. everything going very bad. i thought EVENT is the best thing to be done.

tp jd sebalik nye. hmm kenapa lah kn?

ape la nasib. i just hope OM114 class A and B be in one family ignore others just get our works done smoothly and great!

and for those yg x berkenaan jgn la mixing up things okay.BE MATURED. JGN menyusahkn dan mnyemak kn kepala hotak je. 

so get OFF! and dont judge others before u know the truth FROM both side. not just FROM one side.

JGN MSK CAMPUR PLSS. 

INI MASALAH KAMI BKN KAU ORG!