got it !

HAHA i don't even know the answer before for a long long years ago.
now i got it! yeah!
what answer?

this is the story for you As! <------ his initial name
yes! i admit for a long time ago im in love with u.
and i thought that is the true love because it hard for me to forget u.
but after a few months ago u called me and said something that almost broke my heart.
im very sad THAT TIME. but NOT until now okay. HAHA
after that i ask my friends why he acting that way? and they says its is not a big problem.
then i say okay i take it as a positive answer.
but today on monday 23rd of may i found the answer.
now i feel that all our memories start to die. and that is only one explanation,
i wasn't really in love, it was just crush on u!
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its a big smile for u!